Back to Klang

Back to Klang yesterday night. Mom and dad came to Ipoh, they "sun pin" fetch me home on Sunday lor. The weather in Klang is extremely terrible...SO HOT!!! Even worst than Kampar I would say!

It's 28th December today. It would be next year in 3 days time. This would be past tense after 3 days too! Everyone is talking about the resolution for year 2010.What will be mine...? I am not sure...I remember last year this day I was still thinking about whether I should register to study in UTAR anot...and today I've already study in UTAR for 1 year! Really, time passes us by so fast without us knowing it. 

I just wonder...I have been missing a lot of fun this year...

I miss the gathering with my friends from KL...Sitting in the cafe and laughing...eating, drinking, sometimes playing poker cards and continue with second round, and finally end up at somebody's house...

I miss spending time alone at the play ground and the park... No one disturbing me, no one is nagging me...Just the wind and the sunshine. I find it really nice when you can see people around you rushing and working their ass out and you yourself sitting there doing nothing, enjoying and watching...That's nice! Hope you have the time do this and hope it wont bore you. 

I miss the times where I can go out to anywhere just because I CAN! I felt restricted sometimes...Can't breathe...Felt stuck especially when I'm confused...Cried for times because some son of a B%8#

Anyway, it isn't a bad year after all! Met some nice people, experience new life, tried some nice food, found someone special! And also, with this someone special I have the chance to rear pets! Gold fish *7 of them died in 14 days....*, tortoise *still alive*, and now RABBITS! The rabbits were bought over from a friend of mine living in KL. Due to some reason he wasn't able to take care of the rabbits so he decided to sell the rabbits. 

There are 4 of them, 2 male *aka buck* and 2 female *aka doe*. One of the doe is pregnant now...^.^ We are nervous since the days she is pulling fur from her body...We bought her Alfafar - a type of grass for rabbits - as food & as nest. We did some searching and googleling to get more information about the rabbits. By the way, the rabbits are pure breed Angora rabbits :) 

Mean while, our tortoise fell sick...one of them is sneezing and there are bubbles on his mouth...After doing some searching I found he has respiratory illness...and another one is not eating anymore...Ow...SAD!!!!! When I asked opinion from my cousin, he said "throw them into river". SAD AGAIN! How could he say that! But after that he added 

"Check the eye of the tortoise. If their eyes are still opening, you still have the chance to safe them. You just have to keep changing the water and keep them clean. No need to feed them as they won't be eating too. If no changes you can throw them into pond or river already. Nevermind la...let them free, I'll give you another pair!" Yup, that's what he said ~,~I'm speechless lor.

Then...my sister gave birth to her baby girl this year, Moon's sister too ( a baby boy ) and Miss Joanna too! She got himself a "chi ku ting" when I asked her. She delivered her baby boy this morning at 10.03am. I didn't ask her for more information as my card is outta credit...

 It seems like a lot of new life reached this world this year, but there has got to be a balance...Some people that I know had passed away too....first was my uncle...he passed away because a tumor on his neck....then was his relatives...and my coursemates' parents...my condolence to all of you...*Including the ants and insects that I've stepped on you, causes you death instantly!" 

Not only that, there was an accident occurred yesterday somewhere at Simpang Pulai's toll. The bus was from Klang. There was 10 death and 2 seriously injured from the accident... The driver admit that he was sleepy...Sigh. What an excuse!

Our life has become so fragile.Nobody would give a damn to anything...look at our government...you'll see...It's not a secret anymore-it's a corrupted country...Anything boleh. Anything money. Anything tangkap...Embarrassment, Disappointment.

Nothing much, haven't got any plan for new year eve yet....Im LAZY....!!!!

Bombarded by boon

Shifting, Ending

There goes another semester, and here we are, finished our last paper in this semester and will proceed to Year 2

Sem 1 next year. Honestly I was totally in a blur situation when I stepped into CMT exam hall - E104. I was even surprised to see that there are 3 papers being tested in the same room. 2 CMT papers and 1 advertising paper or something like that, if I'm not mistaken.

Didn't know what to study for the Counselling paper. Although there're not really much slides or notes to study but too few things to read making me lost at the same time. I know Multicultural Counselling is important but the scope is still kinda wide I think. And when I saw the notes Yu Bin given to me about Counsellor awarene ss on own cultural and biases, Counsellor awareness on clients' worldview and Counselling multicultural interventions strategies, I'm like -O.O-. The notes are lengthy and the whole thing is like repeating the same thing over and over again. 

It reminds me again of how we used to study and memorized the definitions of moral values when most of us in Form 5 - for the god damn SPM. One funny thing that happened during that time was I was followed by a sex maniac...! He's a bold head, looking at me, one hand holding the car steering and another hand doing something...

What something? Haha, I don't know...Either he was holding the gear or his thing, but sure as hell I don't wanna know lor. So I changed my route by using the main road where there are more cars and people...

Okay! Stray away to much.

It's Christmas today. Didn't go to any party celebration nor countdown, but rather I was at Kampar on Christmas eve, packing my things with him. I'm going to shift to Harvard in this few days... Nothing much to pack (he said la)

just some books, shirts and pants and some Chap Pa Lang thingy. 

Before going back to Klang, mom will come to Kampar to pay a visit at the new house that I'm going to stay for next 2 years...Previously I really really want to stay in the master bedroom...but mom keep mumbling about this and that. I can't stand it and since Wan Jie is likes the room so much so the room belongs to her now! So what's my mom coming to Kampar for? She said wanna see how's the house...facing where and what, this and that...~,~

She's the "Si-fu" in my house anyway...

Nothing much to continue...That's all for now la.

Bombarded by Boon

Couldn't think of a title for this post. Felt lazy lately. So lazy until I burnt midnight oil for Cognitive Psychology... It was a last minute work...I see myself a huge different comparing the first semester and the third semester in this year. I wonder if the changes will continue or become worst? Then looking it at another different angle, did I just admit that this changes isn't a good thing?

The Cognitive final passed on last week. I wonder what I'm gonna get? Facebooking, Blogging, Barn Buddy-ing, Selling & Buying friends, Farm Buddy-ing. So mamy things! What's more? I was distracted too by the rabbits that I'm gonna by from my friend in KL!

Yeap, obsessed with rabbits! My friend shifted to a new house, the new house is smaller and he is busy with his job too, so he decided to sell the rabbits the others. He asked me previously but I'm indecisive about it...Then I thought since I'm going to shift to a new house in Harvard I wanted to give it a try! I asked the man's opinion if he's okay with it...and he agreed too! I was excited to rear the rabbits.

The rabbits were in KL, so after our Cognitive paper, we take a nap in Kampar and departed to KL at around 8pm. I met up with some of my friends in Sri Petaling. The meeting up wasn't long as it was late, they wanted to go back and I need to travel back to Ipoh in the same day too. I don't feel tired but I pity the driver.

Neways, fro and back to Ipoh we were excited about the rabbits! Just that after sometime I think the smell of their urine makes him feel uncomfortable...The rabbits are constantly eating and shitting too! People say raining like dog shit. I say the quote should change to "raining like rabbit shit!" You will know why when you get the chance to see!

Bombarded by Boon

Boyfriend

Some people were surprised when they heard that I have invovled in a relationships before...before coming to Kampar. Everytime when I was in this situation. I cant help but to think again, again, and again - Do I really look that bad until not even a man dare to lay their hands on me? What's worst if usually those people who were surprised are usually single - even until now.

I am not trying to say that involved in a relationship is something to be proud of...and it's nothing more than you have a partner whom you can trust and share...someone who can stand all your bad habits, accepting the habits and fell in love with you. The person should be proud of is the partner who can tolerate with you, not you, cause if you aren't tolerating, you are nothing.

I was involved in 2 relationships before, never puppy love. Both ended sadly cause I cried when I called it ends. The first was because I pour my heart out...but he focused too much on his work...I gave out more than I can...I left nothing for myself so I gave up. The second I found I causes a distaction on his studies...results dropped...I called it off after that. That was even worst, cause I cried when told my sist about it when we were walking in a night market.

Both were sad incident. Both hurting and to tell the truth I really become more and more protective towards myself.

Until now, I am in my 3rd relationship. I find myself not as mad I used to be...sacrifices less...asking for more...but never appreciate with what I have...haven't I become more selfish?

Wen Jye always says - Girls are materialistic. If a guy have nothing at all, no car, no $$, girls won't go near him. In other words, a girl agree to themselves to fall in love with a guy, is when the guy has capability. Since the moment I started with him, there're times that this thoughts comes into my mind. Am I just another materialistic girl? Am I really being together with him because he has a car, he drives and he has $$? Who can tell? I myself don't know and I am confused, scared - to - find - out - the truth too.

In the current relationship. It's hard to hate him...It is fun to be with him and to play with him...It's fun and nice when you can blame everything on him when you know it is all your fault...waking up by him is an all time favourite acftivity...yes, it's an activity...never invovle in such fun games before...and saliva...haha... this is something I wouldn't share much, but you guys won't believe what we can do with saliva...and going to places to eat...Pizza Hut, KFC, MCD, even a simple porridge stall we would be going crazy for it. Making breakfast, cooking for dinner or even maggi mee, squid with beer, wat tan hor, gem fun and so much , so many more...It's impossible that Im not gaining weight...

He loves to make surprise for me, buying big apple doughnuts, swiss roll with cheese, secret recipesssss and all of it. Talking to me even when Im angry, calm me when Im frust, preparing everything for me. Yes...EVERYTHING. If there's an outing, he would take care of all the stuff and all I need to do is to get myself change with the outfit he placed on my bed and out we go. No worries about the shirt hangin' outside cause he will keep for me, no worries with empty drinking bottles cause he will fill it for me, no worries with empty stomach cause, well do I still need to repeat that? Not only that, bringing me to libraries, for movies, spending time walking in gardens....taking photographs for me...bringing me to places I've ever been...giving me a chance to gain new experience...        

There's nothing bad I can say about him.  Of course there is...but compare to the good side, the bad side is nothing at all...

Just 3 words. *you knew, flesh chop*

Bombarded by boon.

Full moon

Nothing to do with the moon, or the new moon - twilight saga, or our course mate Moon Lee. So what it is about? It's about my baby niece Kassandra Lim Jia Yen full moon celebration! ^.^

I was watching "Gong Sum Gei" in english...erm dunno what realm of conscience if Im not mistaken, with my eldest sister Cheng Phaik before going to my 2nd sist - Cheng May's house. It was very near, May just lives in the street just right behind our house. While watching the drama series with Phaik, mama keep mumbling and asking what time we wanna go to May's house..It was scary...Once she started to mumble...she cant stop...It's not too late to prevent that to happen, so I move my ass back to my room to get myself change. Phaik wanted to wear dress. I paniced - Huh! need to wear pretty pretty de mea? Lol, I thought it was just a simple party? - I asked my mama. Guess what's her reply? She said "Aiya...jeuk leng dit, yen dei tei dou sum wui lum, yi? li gor lui zai gem leng geh?" (Aiya...wear pretty pretty, people see already will feel that WOW! This girl is pretty!) The answer might sound normal...but it wasn't normal anymore because at the same time she answered my question, she was shaking  her body left to right too...My god...and you people wonder how I learn to shake my body too? It was gene! Inherited! lol

So the dress Phaik wanted to wear doesn't fit her anymore...*haha!* She throw it to me then, saying - Nah! Yik jor lei la! In other words, it means that she's giving the dress to me! *haha* I went back to my room and I tried the dress, mama said it's ok on me and it looks even better when it's on me! :) *happy* The next thing, I was molested by my Phaik! She entered my room to peep on me see if the dress suits me, but then she also grabbed my boobs! Arh WTF grab your own I shouted!

There were a total of 4 canopy and I think a total of 50 tables...? The crowd was AMAZING. There were so many peoples attended and brought so many gifts and there weren't even enough tables for people to sit! The catering people need to clean off the table right after some guest leave. Talking about the catering service, they have ABC, lamb chop and sushi! Kinda special to me. However there was also a rain...although not long and not heavy - around half an hour - but it's enough to kill. So many people stuck under the canopy, and it was so hot , with the smell of food as some others were sitting and eating, addition with the smell of sweat...eeewww... I was lucky as the dress I was wearing is thin and when wind blows...Yow! I feel fresh again! But the wind was wet too...argh. *Chi-lap-lap*

The pick was at around 8-9pm...where the rain stopped and people were going into the house to have a look on the baby girl. She is a really a lucky girl, having so many to celebrate her full moon and having great dad and mon,  great bro-max, and not forgetting, having a great Aunt like me! I'm so wanna carry her!!! She looks so fragile. I only carried her like 15minutes and I passed her back to the aunt whom mama hired her to take care of the newly delivered mom and the baby girl - Pui yuit, in cantonese.

Around 11pm, some already left but I didn't wanna clean unless most of the people leave. So I continue to stay inside the house watching Ping Ping colouring and going in and out sometime to snap some pictures for May.

Around 12am, most people left. I started to clean the tables...clearing the plastic plate, cups, spoons and forks...There were so many calsberg & tiger cans and liquors! I noticed most of the brandy were half full...but the  liquors??? EMPTIED. EMPTIED. EMPTIED. lol. Then I walked into the kitchen and look on the shelf where my bro in law used to keep his liquor. Left only 2. There were a lot of liquor there previosly! In one night then, so many were finished! 

After cleaning up - including sweeping the street cause too many people were smoking and the heads were everywhere on the floor, I cant really stand it...disgusting. So I swept all at once, in the house compound and the street. Finally when I've done my job, there's only a table left - they were playing cards, gambling. Then I thought I wanna transfer the photographs I've taken to computer...but unfortunately I cant find it in May's room. I remember that's the last place I placed! Musta been Ping has taken it to play. 

Since I have nothing to do, cant transfer file, so I just facebook and simply posting up a post here.

Bombarded by Boon.

Anger

I don't want anyone to tell me anything about what is right to do or what is not right to be done cause I have already know all about that.

What I want? I just wanna express what I'm feeling right now. 

If I could I would do anything just to pull you down and to humiliate you.

But to think it again. What is it for? 

I've better be with myself and shut up.

Bombarded by

BooN

Dreaming too much

Yes yes, I'm dreaming too much! Not dreaming about anything impossible nor just keep dreaming but not working my ass off, I really mean it - I am dreaming too much lately when I sleep. ToT

I woke up by my dream again. In this dream, I am at the "viewer" perspective. Yet I am confused cause at one time I watched the progress of my dream, and at another time suddenly I'm involved in it.

In the dream, we owned a snake. Kinda big. It's a rattle snake. Like this:

It was our pet. ( I don't know who "we" are, and I don't know where we are. Totally random )

So this pet was tame initially. But then later out of sudden when I / someone was having fun with it, the snake got angry as if someone wanted to attack it, and it became very wild and wanted to bite me / someone! Me / someone got really shocked and catch it on the head at once but it's still very fierce and tried to bite me on the hand & tried to escape! Being so scared of bitten by the snake, I / someone catch and keep pressing on the head so much until it stopped moving, and at the same time I went unconscious.

When I woke up (in my dream), I heard that some experts were giving explanation to my elders that due to some broken parts in the mouth of the snake, the snake is dead. And the stomach of the snake was fulled with water / blood ( I'm not sure ), because the throat was blocked by something. (???) When the experts pull out that something which was blocking the throat, it is just a strain of hair! 

Then why the stomach was full with water? The experts said it could be since the snake can't eat anything due to blockage in the throat, so it drank water to keep itself full. 

Huh...? When I woke up in real, I was thinking "Huh...??? what a dream...ToT"

Bombarded by 

BooN

Surprise!

I ordered delivery from "Waiting you cafe" last night. I wonder how they got their name and it's luck that they never make us wait. Well at least not too long?

I ordered Seafood Mee Hun. It was such a great dinner ^.^ Got 2 considered big prawns, Lala-ss, vegetables and telephone mushrooms! Lovin' that much!

While I was brutally stripping the skins of the prawn, suddenly "TING!" - a sound in my brain! I remembered my 2nd sister told me that don't ever eat prawn's head cause it's where they do their thing - poop. I doubt about that cause all this while I've been helping my mom to clean the prawns' poop and I thought prawn do their thing somewhere at the tail! Not head! ToT While stripping it half way, I couldn't help myself and so I search the net.

Suddenly!!! Yeap, another suddenly! I heard something, some noise outside my window. " Nok Nok " Then there he was! ^.^ Giving me a surprise! ^.^ No wonder he didn't reply me in the msn, cause he was driving to Kampar!!! I was so happy that very moment ^.^ Gave him a great big bear hug :) You think he knows how many times I have been thinking of him? Hmp! This butt ghost...!

He didn't only drive himself to me, he brought me doughnuts from big apple too! ^.^ There were a total of six of them, I shared 2 with Yu Bin and the rest we ate. (Actually I offered her taking 3, but she was so shy, only wants 1, so i insisted her to take 2 - one for supper & one for breakfast ^.^ Hopes she likes it?)

So I told him what was I searching in the net...I couldn't find the answers that I want from the net!  Which is --Where did prawns do their things? Head / Tail??? Then while I was washing my bowl that I've just used, he found it! And you know what he typed in the search column? " Prawn Digestive System "

~,~ Stupid me, I typed prawn's feces...ehehe.

So he found this diagram:

What you see above is the Internal Anatomy of a Female Crayfish. What's a crayfish? Look this:

Yeap, that's a crayfish here. In cantonese, it is known as " Long Har ". So assuming Long Har has the same digestive system with prawns & shrimps, I think they have the same location for anus? Just one thing I'm not sure - they call it asshole too? Then I found another thing too! Ovary! But it's just for fun anyway. Below here, the pictures would be more detailed, showing the pictures of shrimps' stomach, intestine and as a whole digestive system.

 This is the stomach of a shrimp

This the intestines of a shrimp, the reddish reddish thingy on top.

This is the whole digestive system of shrimp.

Now it seems like prawns & shrimps do their things at the back, not on the head. So it's safe to consume the head, but yet the head might be unhealthy as well cause containing high cholesterol...? Not too sure about that but the elders used to say not to eat the head.

Ok! That's all I wanted to talk about prawns & shrimps. And thanks to Aquatic Enterprise for the photographs ;)   http://www.shrimpcare.com/

Click this for more pictures of shrimps & sickness of shrimp(Whitespot disease & parasites on shrimps' body)

this for shrimp harvesting in Thailand, this for comparisons between good & bad conditions of shrimp and this for aquatic lab pictures 

Bombarded by,

Boon

突然间，很想用华语来传输自己的一些想法。 很久都没有写华文字了！我不敢想象我亲笔写出来的字体，体态会有多好，要知道从小到大朋友们都说我的字体潦草难看，听了真的他妈的难过死了！但我还是记得小时好我写的作文都不错，还得到蛮高分的哦 ^.^ (别说我自吹自擂,哈哈)

前几天刚看完了“ 宫心计 ”， 我想现在这部连续集应该是目前名堂打得最响的一部吧？虽然说 “ 宫心计 ” 和 “ 富贵门 ” 在同一天“ 公知于世 ” 可我还是觉得“ 宫心计 ” 比较受欢迎。 为什么呢？ 可能因为“ 宫心计 ”的人马大部分都是新一代的演员，但“富贵门”则是一班经验比较丰富的老姜吧？比较起来，我觉得我较喜欢看新一代演员演的戏。 更何况我向来偏爱古装片 ^.^

名副其实，名为 “宫心计”， 故事是背景是发生在宫中妃子之间的争斗争宠，奸臣贪婪，得寸进尺， 后来更弑君夺权等等。说实话，其实这一类题材已经不是新的桥段，之前也有很多戏剧说明宫中的复杂故事，其中一部就是 “金枝玉孽” 了。两部戏看来看去都是彼此的暗算手法，至少我个人认为 “宫心计” 比较善良，应为它还有刘三好的单纯与善心，而金枝玉孽就比较吵闹。另一方面呢，“宫心计” 比较注重计谋，“金枝玉孽” 则都注重于计谋与爱情。。。

好啦，写了一篇华文的东西，证明我的汉语拼音还可以吧？^.^ 不再多说了。刚吃完了晚餐，那米粉超大包，吃得我...>.<" 不想再动了。。。暂时写到这里吧，再会。

雯

I'll be going back to Klang next weekend cause my new baby niece will be having a full moon celebration. I gotta go back to visit the cute lil' girl and help to clean up the mess after the celebration. It has been my duty cause I'm always the one who sleep in the "morning". I'll usually clean up everything before I sleep and everything will be back to normal before my family members wake up. 

I've checked my Utar Inbox. One of the mails informed us that 4th - 6th December is the period where we can view our time table for next semester. I logged in to the registration page since the day onwards but what the f, there's nothing I can see - No records found! What is wrong? Are my eyes are not funtioning well that I see wrongly about the date or faculty, or is it that my eyes are blinded making me couldn't see a thing on the registration page? I hope not. Sometimes really feeling uncomfortable with their system. Short period given to register for PTPTN first, system jam when we wanted to register for subjects, then short period for paying bills again, now unable to view time table. Could them upgrade their system or to do something, making sure that they really mean it when they send us mails? What is the point when telling us it is the right time to do something what that something is not there for us to do?! Pissing off.

Study week has started. I thought wanted to concentrate on study on this few days but can't help myself turning on the lappy Barn Budying, Treasure Madnessing, Mobstersing, FFSing and Farm Budying. It's kinda like addictions...So addicted to it! Somehow I know I gotta stop all this nonsense...but...

It has been half a year already.Can't imagine things pass us by so fast. Started of uneasy...

I have just read a blog post by my Form 6 friend just now. She had broken off with her boyfriend, who is also a friend of mine. I remember we used to said that they were a good couple together cause they have the same taste on music and both of them know how to play musical instrument. They were cute together, they love My Chemical Romance, the boy would play guitar and the girl would sing, and when they were playing guitar and singing together, both will nod their heads together, at the same beat. All of us thought they were a good match and they will have babies and children nodding heads together,singing together. But then, I think it's not only a dream to me, it's a dream for them too. 

I am thinking about breakfast now...Cycling out or order delivery?

Boon

7 in the morning

7 in the morning...You think that I just got up? I'm telling you...You are wrong...I haven't sleep! I haven't sleep. Not because I don't wanna sleep...but I cannot sleep...sigh. What is wrong with me? It's getter harder to sleep these days...My life is getting upside down...

I have done with the SunZi's assignment just now...Since I cant sleep, I watched Twilight all over again! Kinda addicted with the movie lately but there's not a specific reason...Maybe because it is simple? I have also downloaded some soundtracks of the movie! And I found another nice song! ^^ It's call Flighless Bird by American Mouth! Don't wanna attach the music video here la, cause I attached too many videos previously...

I still cant sleep...Chop Chop said he wanna come to eat breakfast with me...but I wonder can he reach Kampar in time...Not much to write now...Better end here.

Till then, 

Boon

Paramore - Decode ( Just some songs from Twilight )

In this post, I have put several songs from Twilight - video and lyrics. Still, may favorite would be River Flows in you...I get to know this song when I visited Hsu Wai's blog previously. So this is it, the songs

Paramore - Decode

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true  

Same song here, but different video - Decode.

 

I've been trying so hard to find this song together with Twilight video but it's really hard due to the copy rights thingy...So the version above are videos with one of the sound tracks by Paramore - Decode ( Acoustic ) and another song by Yiruma. I think the sound tracks in this movie are really nice. Another songs from this movie is Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest... *^.^*I have been loving this song so very much when LP released their album - Minutes to Midnight...I was surprised when I heard this song in the end of the movie...:) here's the video of it. Another thing that surprise me is that LP songs is so much easier to find compared to Paramore's songs. 

Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest

This is also Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest, but it has more pictures of the actors + actress in the movie. As I said, some think the girl is normal, but I really think that she is attractive in her very own way...Have a look!

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Then there's also Muse - Supermassive Black Holes. Happy to hear all the songs I like from just a movie *^.^*

Ooh, baby, don't you know I suffer?
Ooh, baby, can you hear me mourn?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight
Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive (Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked in so...(Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul...)

I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby, I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
But how long before you tell the truth?

Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight
Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive (Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked in so...(Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul...)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermasssive (Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked in so...(Ooh ooh ahh, you set my soul...)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

There're still a lot a lot of songs you can get from youtube if you're interested...click here

Till then,

Boon

Dreams and My Sunday

I was backed to Kampar last night...Chop Chop fetched me back middle of the night and Xiao J was there too accompanying us... *^.^* When we reached 1456/G1, only then I realize I haven't wash my plate that I used for dinner on Wednesday night! Lol...Chop Chop washed for me and complaint that I am lazy...WTH...I've been like that since long ago...Unless there were a lot of dishes need to be wash only it is fun and then only I will wash...If there's only 1 or 2 dishes to wash...I really don't feel like washing...*~,~* That's not lazy obviously...That is STYLE. *\^o^/*

I thought I'll wait for his call when he reaches Ipoh but I cant help cause Mr. Chow summon me to bed! So I slept and I had a few dreams...One of them is about Chop Chop gave me a surprise by bringing back the tortoise to 1456/G1! I was happy but then it was just a dream...Another dream that I have is about my mom's Shi Fu...He came into my dream and asked me to pray and copy some Buddha's books...Seems like my dreams were going to no where... Then I woke up at 2.45pm by a pain in my stomach...That was really pain and I dunno why my it is pain...*~.~* 

I went to take a bath...donated some stuff to the toilet bow (Already twice today) and I plan what to do today! I thought I should do my Sun Tze assignment cause it need to be hand in to the lecturer by this coming Friday...But later on, instead of doing assignment or studying, you know what I did for the day? I watched the The Gem of Life ( 珠光宝气 ) from Episode 77 to 82! In the end of this drama, the 3 sisters stop hurting each other and went back to their beloved family, bad guys regret for what they did and went to jail, truth was then revealed. Is it a happy ending? It's a sad happy ending to me...cause in the end, some lost their loved once and young once, some good guys were dead and sorta blinded...the mother in the movie even lost her memory...One important thing in this drama is CONSCIENTIOUS...the 3 sisters wouldn't stop hurting each other if they were conscienceless and heartless...and thanks to their mother who reminded them that they were 1 family and people in a family doesn't hurt each others...It was then the conscientiousness of them was stung and moved...That's why I think it's a sad and happy ending. Sad because they lost their loved once and happy because they learned their mistakes, admit their fault and stopped being heartless...

Well now, I can't help but watching Twilight 1 all over again.*^.^* I watched with Chop Chop last 2 days...but I really like this movie..the girl is so attractive and the after watching it again I find the guy is okay too... *^.^*

Ok now, I wanna watch Twilight 1 again lar! 

Till then,

Boon

Movies!

I have watched the 2 most recent movies in Ipoh last few days! Which 2 movies? 2012 and new moon. Honestly the actors & actress in both the movies weren't really famous ( I think ), but both were famous for the visual and story line?

You know what I like about 2012? It's not the about the Leng zai-ness actor nor Leng lui-ness of the actress, but a lil' bit of the visual, friendships in the movie and definitely I like the fat Russian guy in the movie....!!! Damn he was funny in the movie, his voice was so low yet so loud...! Though he's a bad guy in the 2012...stingy, selfish and suckx...but he's voice was ULTIMATE. You people should go listen to his voice, especially the scene where the main actor & him were in a car but cant start up the engine when the earth quake hits! 2 word to describe = Gen Jiong!

Well then for another movie, it's nothing else but NEW MOON! It is also another nice movie to me...I watched with some friends from Kampar...some of them expect more actions in the movie but I think it was nice...! To me, New Moon is not action movie...it's more of a love stories...  :)

It's a very simple love story. Love between human & vampire. The vampire boy loves the girl but the vampire family is worried that their secret will be reveal to the others...but later on, when the family accepted the girl another problem pop out - Victoria! What about her? Her BF / husband was killed in the first episode and she's sorta like coming back for revenge in New Moon. While in between, Bella *main actress* finds out about werewolves and Edward *main actor* wanted to leave her due to some reasons. It's a nice movie afterall ---> To me.

What's next? Maybe Christmas Carol and The Time Traveler's Wife? 

Till then, 

Boon

Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk

Really, what is the meaning behind the band's name?
Lelaki macam perempuan? or Lelaki suka perempuan?

Either way, I love some of their songs. ^.^

Here's one of my favourite.

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun

The day we met was like a hit and run

And I still taste it on my tongue

(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks

You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt

But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, forever is over

We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight

So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye

(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say

(Oh yeah!)

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, but now it's over

(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes

We're spinning on a roller coaster ride

The world stuck in black and white

(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched

Now I'm so broken that I can't get up

Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, forever is over

We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight

So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye

(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say

(Oh yeah!)

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you

All the bullshit you put me through

I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had

Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, forever is over

We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight

So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye

(Oh yeah!)
There's just one thing would make me say

(Oh yeah!)

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover

I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na

Now it's over